the army was calling your name from the start. i guess we just never realized it. i miss so much of you. four years is too long. but its what is best. i have no doubt that i will see you again, soon. but it does get hard. and its frustrating not knowing what happens next. they say shoot, you say where. this is your career for the next twenty years. and i need to accept it already.
and its silly of me to even say i daydream. but i do. so much. of how or when you come home. and how you’d just be standing there..and how much id be crying and just…everything. i cant wait. but i will have to for a while.
im so proud of how far we’ve come along.